Large Moon

Today was a really good day for several reasons. First of all the moon is full tonight and it is absolutely huge in the sky. It is unreal how the moon looks tonight, incredible. It shines and glows in a most amazing way.

So today I ended up giving in and calling her. I know I struggled with it and I know I talked myself out of it a few times but I am so glad I did. I am very glad I did. It was so wonderful to talk, even briefly, to her again. I am still feeling my way through all of this and today felt right. As always things feel right when I follow my heart. I had something important to say. I was so nervous today and boy oh boy does so much around me feels like starting over in so many ways. Starts are good. I like starts much more then goodbyes. Goodbyes bring me down.

I may not be making much sense tonight but sometimes life doesn't make sense. What is important is to make the best of the ride.

The moon and the clouds are swirling under the milky way tonight.